a second set of ramblings from cfs camp
here again today... early morning waiting for this web design camp to start. listening to my ipod. i downloaded coldplay onto it last night. i really like them. they're like a mellow blink-182. maybe i'll get their new album along with the simple plan one later because my mom said she might take me. if she's not too tired. i don't know after camp i get home and i'm like now what? let's do something! yesterday she took me to northgate to go shopping at aeropostale. i got some really cute fall clothes. a khaki skirt, tan bermuda boy shorts, a brown boho skirt, and these 2 really cute sweaters. i can't wait until its cold enough to wear them lol. i also got a pink tanktop at old navy to go with the brown boho skirt. i hate old navy. nothing in the girls section is very cute... all glitter and plastic pictures. i don't fit into the women's though like everyone else. even amy can squeeze into an xxs. not me. hayley the eternal size 12. though i suppose thats better than being an eternal size 12+. i should be a 14 this summer but am not. turning 14. my birthday is in a little over a month. ditto school because that starts up the day after. should be fun. not.
yesterday afternoon i had the worst headache. it was horrible. i took a tylenol because even though ibuprofen/advil is better i'm not allowed to take it anymore because of my stomach. so the tylenol was like expired because no one uses tylenol in my house so we don't buy any and it was just really bad. i hope i don't get another one today because i also had the same type of headache when i was in new york but i thought it was a sinus thing because of all the bad smells and smoke in new york city. pick up some tylenol at the store along with the acne pads. very important acne pads before my face breaks out like a pizza. a steroid induced pizza.
this morning coming to camp my mom had npr on and i heard there was another bombing on the underground in london. that really sucks. exactly 2 weeks from the first one. and all the suicide bombers the last time turned out to be english guys... right? there weren't any details yet but i'm sure we'll be hearing about it later. and hearing about it and hearing about it. as we should because all the bombings should really stop. i remember 9/11 and the state of panic it put the country into. i also remember the bombings in madrid last summer. those were bad. all this bombing. can't we be mature adults and solve this issue with our words not your hands? use your words not your hands to solve problems. didn't we all learn this as small children? i know my parents preached it to me.
my parents still plan on going to fort lauderdale on saturday. my mom made reservations at the hotel and for a car and everything. the trip is going to be so weird. my 98 year old g.g. (great-grandmother) just moved into assissted living out of her appartment and so we're going to sort through her stuff (she couldn't take everything i guess) with my great-aunt and my uncle and aunt who are flying all the way out from california (they're staying less time then we are though its really weird. they're coming on sunday morning and leaving the same time monday afternoon as us. all the way out from california for an overnight??). we're not even going to be down there for very long, barely 48 hours. i'm not even supposed to be there. should be at camp but whatever. i'm not. it will just be weird. really weird. at least there's lots of yummy food in florida. so much seafood. muscles, clams, scallops, shrimp, she-crab soup, snow crab, lobster. everything! omg i love seafood!
maybe it was a bad idea to listen to the entire coldplay album. it's making me feel very mellow and relaxy and also bored and angry. and frustrated that i have to fix the dumb flash movie because i only have 2 days left with all the stuff and equipment here and who knows the next time i'll have an oppurtunity like this and i'm wasting it and feeling the pressure and i hate it. it's all coldplays fault. time to switch music but i don't really feel like listening to anything else. in fact i think i'll just stop writing this because no one's reading it anyway...
yesterday afternoon i had the worst headache. it was horrible. i took a tylenol because even though ibuprofen/advil is better i'm not allowed to take it anymore because of my stomach. so the tylenol was like expired because no one uses tylenol in my house so we don't buy any and it was just really bad. i hope i don't get another one today because i also had the same type of headache when i was in new york but i thought it was a sinus thing because of all the bad smells and smoke in new york city. pick up some tylenol at the store along with the acne pads. very important acne pads before my face breaks out like a pizza. a steroid induced pizza.
this morning coming to camp my mom had npr on and i heard there was another bombing on the underground in london. that really sucks. exactly 2 weeks from the first one. and all the suicide bombers the last time turned out to be english guys... right? there weren't any details yet but i'm sure we'll be hearing about it later. and hearing about it and hearing about it. as we should because all the bombings should really stop. i remember 9/11 and the state of panic it put the country into. i also remember the bombings in madrid last summer. those were bad. all this bombing. can't we be mature adults and solve this issue with our words not your hands? use your words not your hands to solve problems. didn't we all learn this as small children? i know my parents preached it to me.
my parents still plan on going to fort lauderdale on saturday. my mom made reservations at the hotel and for a car and everything. the trip is going to be so weird. my 98 year old g.g. (great-grandmother) just moved into assissted living out of her appartment and so we're going to sort through her stuff (she couldn't take everything i guess) with my great-aunt and my uncle and aunt who are flying all the way out from california (they're staying less time then we are though its really weird. they're coming on sunday morning and leaving the same time monday afternoon as us. all the way out from california for an overnight??). we're not even going to be down there for very long, barely 48 hours. i'm not even supposed to be there. should be at camp but whatever. i'm not. it will just be weird. really weird. at least there's lots of yummy food in florida. so much seafood. muscles, clams, scallops, shrimp, she-crab soup, snow crab, lobster. everything! omg i love seafood!
maybe it was a bad idea to listen to the entire coldplay album. it's making me feel very mellow and relaxy and also bored and angry. and frustrated that i have to fix the dumb flash movie because i only have 2 days left with all the stuff and equipment here and who knows the next time i'll have an oppurtunity like this and i'm wasting it and feeling the pressure and i hate it. it's all coldplays fault. time to switch music but i don't really feel like listening to anything else. in fact i think i'll just stop writing this because no one's reading it anyway...
